Had Chilli Crab for dinner last night…Mummy’s treat to make me happy =) It has been a long time since I’ve had that local delicacy…LOVE U MUMMY

I’m not in the X Ray room in E41M waiting for my turn to gown up into a bunny suit. Today’s clean room day so wish my luck…I need it!

Chatting…

Chatting with Darryl is really a breath of fresh air! This is cos I can have an intellegent conversation with him and not feel stupid or pressured. Darryl, I really hope you’ll get to study Astrophysics…SERIOUS..only u know how to appreciate the beauty of this course

Randomness!!!

I think it’s the “getting attached” season cos everyone around me is getting attached!!! I’m not envious cos it will happen to me one day but I’m just being observant lah…haha congrets to all btw!!!!

The next thing is that the number 7 has been appearing alot around me. Firstly 2PM comprises of 7 members, Pris and Raymond are 7 years apart, another suspicious duo are also 7 years apart and there’s another person who is 7 years older than I am….Lucky 7 or Holy 7 (7 is a perfect number)

I’m just being random but to Min Hui, “I’m feeling a lot better dear, thanks for your love on msn!!!!! I needed that when I was feeling down today =) Thanks for your counselling session too =)! Get well soon dear and take lots of rest. It isn’t meant for you to be sick lah…SERIOUSLY!!!”

Thoughts…

I’ve straighten out my thinking…I’m not going to hide and say that I’m ok or hide behind a mask anymore cos I’m moving on. You’ve changed and there’s nothing I can do about it…I wish you well =)

The butterfly that refused to move and finally tried to flap its wings….

I feel angry and upset with myself for losing a very precious sms. It was supposed to be in MY Folders in my hp but somehow, it’s gone now….I…hiaz..why was I so blur!!!!

A glass rose

I feel like a glass rose, ready to break any moment. Pretty yet delicate…I need to be treasured. You came and disrupted my life yet I thought it was a pleasent surprise. Now you’re gone, so suddenly and I feel empty. I miss your late night sms, your morning calls but now there’s nothing left for me but just to sit there and think what went wrong. I think I fell for you but now…I think it’s too late.

I feel like a glass rose right now…ready to break any moment…I really miss you alot..I think I’m going crazy with this feeling!

Kennth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can you STOP calling me…THANKS!!!!! Josel has already scolded you before and I used to divert all my calls to her…so can you just stop doing it! Whenever I receive your call, my mood goes down. STOP it K…Kemane!!!!

Pharm Chem UT1 is OVER!!!!

HOORAY!! YEAH YEAH *CLAPS* IT’s OVER…for now…I still have UT 2 and UT 3 to jump across =( 1 paper down 2 more to do and then that’s year 3 modules for ME!!!! Well….how was the paper? (Reuel asked) My answer…simply difficult…haha oxymoron, that’s what Ling would call it. It’s simple yet too simple that it’s scary!!!! That’s how ironic students get…too hard we complain, too easy we also complain!!! Isn’t there such thing as a so-so paper in this world?

I got this inspirational from Min’s blog (credits to HER!!!)

“I don’t have to be wise to know that someone who’s suffering doesn’t just accept it,” Dawan retorted heatedly. “People learn to struggle, to fight against the pain in life.”

“But what for? In the long run, what for?” the monk demanded. “Can’t you understand that we all die in the end, whether it is at seven or seventy? People live their whole lives pretending they won’t die, taking everything as seriously as if they will live forever. Don’t you realize that even if you help a little now, or manage to change things to a small extent,
none of this will last?”

“It doesn’t have to last!” Dawan cried. “As long as there’s some improvement in things,
even if it’s only for awhile, it’s a worthwhile effort.”

“So many people have tried to improve things, child, but…..”

“But I still want to try!” Dawan interrupted earnestly, her eyes gleaming. “Even if you’ve tried, and failed, even if thousands of thousands before you have tried and failed, I want my chance to try too!” 
 

- from Sing to the Dawn, Minfong Ho 

The thing that yelled out to me, was the spirit of wanting to try. Even though we know that there are slim chances of every succeeding, we should still try because we never know when this little effort of trying could one day become something big. If we just gave up, everything would be lost then. The only difference between this girl in the passage and me, is that my effort of TRYING has GOD inside. Seriously, if I ever enter a University of the course of my choice esp in Singapore, it would be the work of GOD..cos just look at my freaking grades!!!!! (HINT: Poly students arn’t really at the winning end when it comes to collage admissions in SG)

Anyway: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Hilmi and HAPPY 21st!!!! to beloved ROUS!!!! Adult le hor….hehehe

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